Babble (Updated).

Right Ovary: 16.5, 15.5, 13, 12, 11.5, 11.5, 10
Left Ovary: 17, 17, 12, 10
Lining: 6mm

Is this really so horrible? Yes, it is rather odd to have eleven follicles at least 10mm on day ten when I am only on LETROZOLE, for pity’s sake, but looking around the Interweb (surely the best and most reliable source of information) I see plenty of people who had more than three mature follicles at trigger. My clinic is concerned, obviously, about the largest four, all around 16-17mm. But how many follicles are too many? If I don’t take a trigger shot, will they all ovulate? What are the chances that we really would end up with high order multiples if we had plain old sex? (I’ve had three miscarriages—how likely is it that I would end up with too many healthy pregnancies?) What would you do? Would your doctor have cancelled? Could I somehow convert to IVF? Why is my lining so thin? What could they possibly do differently next time? Why did the nurse have to poke at my already tender right ovary SO VIGOROUSLY with her ultrasound wand? Why didn’t I ask these questions while I was at the clinic?

UPDATE: It is Saturday morning, and I am feeling much better. A little embarrassed at how I reacted, but better, nonetheless. Thank you all for being so kind. I have a call into the clinic to find out what I do next to end this cycle, because I do not remember, and I may casually ask them about the convert-to-IVF idea, which I fully expect to be shot down. Of course we will NOT be having sex—the fact that I even considered such a thing, given my terror of multiples, illustrates just how not-myself I was last night. Probably part of that was the pitcher of consolatory Margaritas. Speaking of which, I’m off to find some aspirin…