No heartbeat on Baby A.
I can’t think of anything else to say, except maybe a hearty Fuck You to the receptionist who, when making our follow-up appointment for next week, after looking DIRECTLY AT MY CHART and then my swollen, tearstained face, said “Twins, right?”

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I am so very sorry, my heart breaks for you….
Oh, no no no. I am so sorry.
Oh my God, I am just heartbroken for you
Not much moves me to tears, but I am sitting here with tears sliding down my face over your loss. We are all here for you. *hugs*
Alexa, there are no words. I’m so sorry and will be thinking of you nonstop.
I am so sorry.
I am so sad to hear this, Alexa. My thoughts are with you and Scott. There are just no words to tell you how sorry I am for you.
I am so incredibly sorry. My prayers are with you.
Hugs dear.
That’s not fair. I wish I had something better to say.
I am so sorry…
Oh, Alexa. My heart dropped into my stomach when I read your post, and I don’t know what to say. I can’t even imagine what you’re going through, but for what it’s worth, I know you’ll be occupying my thoughts for a long time.
another very sorry reader, knowing there is nothing we can do, expecting such different news, and so seriously dismally sorry
((hugs)) New reader here and I am so very sorry to hear you. Good thoughts your way.
Thoughts of sending packages with smelly gym socks in the way of the receptionist, though.
I meant to say this instead of you up there. whoops.
Goddamn it. That is not fucking fair. I am so sorry.
I’m so very sorry, Alexa. My heart breaks for you and Scott. Much, much love.
fuck. i am so so so sorry. so incredibly sorry. fuck.
I know it doesn’t help, but I’m so sorry, and of you all.
Oh no Alexa! I’m so so sorry. How awful, how un-fucking fair.
Sending warm and safe thoughts to you guys.
Alexa. Oh my God. I’m so sorry.
Oh, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I am so tremendously sorry, sweetie.
Alexa- oh my heart is breaking for you and Scot and fam.
Oh Alexa, I’m so, so, sorry.
I’ll be thinking of you and Scott.
OH NO! I hate saying sorry, seems so lame, I guess really I’m heartbroken for you, so fucking unfair :(
All I can do is give you a huge HUG for the moment!
I’m so, so sorry to hear this. Oh honey. Just…thinking of you and wishing so much it could have turned out differently.
this is so heartbreakingly sad. what a cruel shock. My heart goes out to you.
Oh my God. I am so sorry Alexa. This just sucks. We’re all thinking and praying for you guys.
Oh Alexa, I’m so sorry. I’m sending a big hug your way and thinking of you and Scott.
My heart is broken in half and I have tears streaming down my face for you. I am sorry, a million times over.
I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you.
Oh Alexa. I just…oh fuck. I am so sorry. Thinking of you.
I’m so sorry, Alexa… I’ll be thinking of you, Scott and your family.
I am so very very sorry.
That wasn’t supposed to happen :( This is so wrong. I’m so sorry!
God, Alexa, I’m so sorry. Just really…cruel. I’m so sorry.
Alexa, I’m stunned and so terribly sorry.
Oh fuck. Just fuck.
Oh hun, I wish I knew the right thing to say. This sucks. I’m so sorry.
Oh Alexa, oh fuck. I’m so horribly sorry for you and Scott.
I am usually just a reader…but I felt compelled to post.
There are no words, to express my sympathy for you, your husband and your families…
So horrifically unfair…
Alexa, I am so very sorry. There just aren’t any other words. I am heartbroken for you.
oh no oh no oh no.
so sorry. so so sorry.
Oh, Alexa. I am crying for you. I am just so incredibly sorry.
oh fuck, alexa.
there are no words.
i am so, so sorry.
I’m speechless and so so sorry.
So sorry. So very sorry. You’re in my thoughts.
Oh Alexa, I’m so sorry. So very very sorry.
Another reader thinking of you. I am so, so terribly sorry.
Farking spewin, as we’d say down here. That really sucks. You’re in my thoughts, I hope that you are doing ok, as best you can…
Oh, Alexa … I wish I could give you a huge hug and cry with you. I’m crying FOR you, from gloomy Chicago (and it’s suddenly feeling even more gloomy now). I don’t have the words to tell you how sorry I am. You and Scott and Baby B are in my prayers.
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